Hello dear hearts! Can't sleep (that's nothing new with me lol)I'm gonna take an Ambien after I post this and it really does help.I will be posting a new kit tomorrow, I'm working on preview and I always like to make a taggie before I post lol When I decided to make kits again I thought about this Fall coming upI loved all the gorgeous kits and taggies I saw everywhere in all the forums last year wow took my breath away, but I barely tagged any of them :(Wasn't feeling very well and also I was not in a good state of mind.Me and hubby lost so many people between 2024-2025On both sides: cousins, aunts, uncles, and the close friends that are right up there being "just like family".The majority of the cousins and aunts and uncles were elderly,but that doesn't make the emotions any lessOur elders are where we get our wisdom, they teach us right from wrong.But then it got even bigger...Hubby sister, she was the youngest of all the siblings and who I always thought was the strongest.Then momma. Who I needed more than all the stars in the sky.When she died, a part of me went with her.I felt like a little girl lost in a store. I'm running up and downevery aisle trying to find her crying my eyes out.I wondered was it "normal" to be this upset over the passingof a mother??? Well I finally stopped wondering and got the answers I needed.With the help of a dear friend She got me in touch with a grief counselor and it was a good decision and choice.The sessions and talks did a world of good for me!Before all of this I would have been EMBARRASSED to admit I was going to "one of them head shrinkers" lol Not embarrassed at all now. I feel so much better and learneda lot about myself and why I was so distraught after losing mommaI was very protective of her. My father was not a thumbs up in her life and neither was her 2nd husbandShe either had the worst luck or no luck at all with menAnd I always felt bad for her and my heart went out to her.But it's a new day and again I am feeling better and smiling more.I want to make kits that mean something, have a messageOr there is a story behind it that I want to tellAnd hoping I'm not the only one who thinks this way lolbut I will also have a Halloween, BCA, and a School kit for this fall phewww I'm tired already heehee lolNo seriously there is no point in having a blog if I'm not going to use it and post freebies and chat and put my opinion and my thoughts on things out thereWhether it's good or bad...I know there are many that DO NOT LIKE THE TRUMP BLINKIESI don't post them to make anyone angry, but I do have a right to my opinion and beliefs same as all of you.I don't regret my vote at all. BUT.....He does need to SH*T or GET OFF THE POT with all this Iran BS He needs to bring the cost of groceries down, WAYYYYY DOWN!!! And housing going thru the fkn roof smhPeople are buying RV and living in family members yardsThey are buying sheds from Lowes and Home Depot and not even really renovating...just moving in them!People are living in tents EVERYWHERE!!!!
Just so you know I don't think Trump is perfect or a SaintBut yeah he needs to get busy and do what he promisedDragging his feet in my opinion. Ok enough of that lol But yeah got 2 kits coming up with a message just something I would like to say Have one of them posted tomorrow!Have a peaceful evening and a wonderful week to come Love, Vicki xxx
